Hey, tia here!
I’ve been on a very long hiatus
For good reasoning to say the least.
It’s difficult to write about mental illnesses and experiences when you’re still at a state of healing.
My depression & ptsd have been pretty much eating me alive, at least that’s what it feels like.
It feels different from what I’ve normally experienced.
Usually it’s hard, but always bearable. I can get through the day.
I’ve felt trapped by myself lately, in a literal painful sadness. No matter what I try it just won’t go away.
That heavy feeling, no escape.
My ptsd randomly just flashing up for reasons I don’t feel comfortable explaining.
People care, but don’t really understand what I’m feeling.
Why I’m acting the way I am
Times like these really make me realize why I made Tia’s Racket.
To bring light to a pretty much downing post.
My first Tia’s Racket event is finally happening in my school
Less than two weeks!
I’m absolutely grateful
And can’t wait to see how the whole thing goes.
I plan on coming back and posting again shortly after this event.
I will never stop causing a racket
And neither should you :,)
